Wednesday, February 28, 2018

February Twenty Eighteen

February Twenty-Eighteen 
“But what does love look like?” I asked.
God said, “I love you when I open the shutters and let the light in.
And I love you when I wander through the hallways of your mind, whistling love songs to keep nightmares at bay. And I love you when I kneel in your garden and pull the weeds that try to strangle you so that you can grow nothing but wildflowers for days.  And I love you when I brush the dust off your piano keys and stairwells so that you can once again open up your heart to another, and maybe even invite them in to dance.”
I whispered to God, “I don’t think I’m very good at that.”
Then God said, “It’s okay. Sometimes your heart is full of dust, and your home is full of hatred, and the garden soil is rocky that not a single bit of new life can grow. But I love you anyhow, and I will never leave you. So when you aren’t sure, listen for my lullaby. Look for the wildflowers. I am there. I am always in the hallways of your heart. That is love. I just can’t leave you alone.”
-Sarah Are 

Nothing softeneth the arrogance of our nature like a mixture of some frailties. It is by them that we are best told, that we must not strike too hard upon others because we ourselves do so often deserve blows. They pull our rage by the sleeve and whisper gentleness to us in our censures.  -Halifax 

Believe in a love that is being stored up for you like an inheritance, and have faith that in this love there is a strength and a blessing so large that you can travel as far as you wish without having to step outside it.” ― Rainer Maria Rilke, Letters to a Young Poet 

What would love do? I ask myself as I look in the mirror and start picking myself apart. Love would look past the reflection and say, “Look how far I’ve come.” Love would say, “I’m grateful for another day.” 
What would love do when my growing child comes down the stairs with excessive grump? Love would open its arms and say, “Getting up is hard. I know.” Love would hold its tongue. Love would give a little more time and extra grace…


What would love do when it’s obvious my spouse forgot to do something important? Love would take a deep breath and then say, “It’s okay. I forget things too.” Love would see all the things he remembers and thank him for that...

What would love do when ugliness fill the newsfeed, stands behind me grumbling in line, or cuts me off in traffic? Love would not join in. Love would negate it by being kind to the co-worker with sad eyes or helping the neighbor with heavy burdens…

What would love do when finances, commitments, duties, and demands make it hard to breathe? Love would lower the bar. Love would let something go. Love would ban the word “should” from my vocabulary and say, “Good enough for today.” ...

What would love do when hate-filled words and cliques build barriers that keep people out? Love would look for the lonely, excluded, and alienated. Love would reach out a hand and say, “Come as you are. There’s a place for you here.”...

Today I want to look like love.
I want to sound like love.
I want to speak like love.... 

  
Too often I look like worry, impatience, and agitation.
I’d rather look like love.
Too often I sound like arrogance, selfishness, and greed. 
I’d rather sound like love.
Too often I’m all about productivity, efficiency, and time management. 
I’d rather be all about love...


It’s not easy—choosing love takes time, effort, thought, patience, and self-control. 
But the payoff is huge.
Choosing love for myself and for those in my path means 
a better morning 
a brighter outlook 
a deeper connection
a softer place to lay my head at night. 
I can be anything today.
I want to be love. 
How about you? 
- Rachel Macy Stafford, Only Love Today



On another note, I just had to share this fun news... 
As we moved to establish Children of the Kingdom as an independent 501 (c)(3) non-profit organization this fall, we began considering a new logo and we were able to work with Jago Silver, the illustrator of The Jesus Storybook Bible. It has been an incredible process to work with such a talented artist to capture the heart of the work God has given us to do.  

Tuesday, February 27, 2018

Bibbidy Bobbidy Boo


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some of my latest fun and games below when I get to be a fairy godmother....  

Micah and I made bagels yesterday afternoon after school with just 5 ingredients in just about 30 minutes total! You've got to try this!!  https://www.skinnytaste.com/easy-bagel-recipe/



a surprise visit to Hannah today at her school for her birthday today 

Mike happened to be there too so it was double the fun. :) 

Monday, February 26, 2018

Snuggling up

On Thursday night at the White's family cabin, I loved snuggling up before bedtime next to Anna and Taylor for a read aloud of Number the Stars that we had started in the car.  It brought be back to many years of our read alouds before bed when they were little, and I felt like it was just a little piece of heaven to get lost in a beautiful book with these two beautiful children... 









Sunday, February 25, 2018

Help, Thanks, Wow

I've shared before that Anne Lamott has named three essential prayers to get through our days: Help, Thanks and Wow. 

Those words certainly helped me frame the day yesterday. 

1) HELP 
*  I went for a run Saturday morning and lots of snow was coming down. I was sure hopeful for good weather for us all as I knew a snowy day with wind and no sun might be too much for everyone. Help!  And, 30 minutes into the run, the blue sky came out and I was smiling a mile wide. Thanks! and Wow! 
* Taylor was not too excited about skiing in the first place this weekend as it's just not one of his favorite things. (While I really enjoy it, I have to think about if I were asked to jump into a day of a sport I was not crazy about- like mountain bike riding or something I'm not very skilled in when everyone else seemed to love it.) Help! 
* As we started skiing, Anna, Taylor and Jason were on skate skis and I was on my old classics.  Anna and Jason were picking it up pretty quickly again from our first attempts last year, but Taylor was not feeling like he was finding his rhythm (even though I thought he was looking pretty good).  Comparison can be discouraraging, and it sure can be hard to stay positive after a few falls. Help! To Taylor's credit, he was trying really hard to not bring everyone down and was being a good sport. After we went for a while on a trail, BC told us about a shortcut that Jason and Taylor could take so Taylor could go down a fun hill and get to the lunch spot a bit early.  He even got some kuddos from Jodi who told him that the hill he skiied down was challenging and that he did really well tackling that. Thanks! 




2) THANKS
* After lunch, we all went down a long trail (essentially skiing from Sun Mountain Lodge to Winthrop) and it was beautiful. Jason and Taylor rode fat bikes while the rest of us skied and we all had a ball.  Thanks! It fit everyone's hopes for the afternoon and we all had a lot of fun in this winter wonderland. 
* Since we were going down, we weren't working as hard so my hands started to get cold. Anna was so sweet to keep asking me how my hands were doing. I am grateful for her sweet spirit. Thanks! Then down the trail, we caught up with Jodi who had some hand warmers that she was finished using. Thanks! 
* There is so much to give thanks for today- good friends, health, family, laughter... Thanks! 





3) WOW 
* It's just not hard to have lots of "Wow!" moments here as it's one of the most beauitful places I know.  Wow. Wow. Wow! 

Anna and Ryan's faces in the snow :) 










Saturday, February 24, 2018

fun in the snow


our mascot for the weekend 

Taylor's comment about Jason when we went to Loup Loup Ski Area yesterday afternoon to check out their luge sleds was that he turned into a big kid.  It was fun to see Jason racing down the hills on the sleds with Anna and Taylor and making the afternoon a lot of fun.  








we were cracking up looking at this picture as Taylor's helmet was on backwards for the shot 




Friday, February 23, 2018

morning glory

Since we drove to the cabin last night in the dark, we did not know the view that was just out the back door. This was the morning glory we woke up to--- so beautiful! 



pre-breakfast ski this morning around the meadow 


   snow fort made by Caroline and Ellie earlier this week-- so cool! 

Thursday, February 22, 2018

snow day

We enjoyed waking up to snow this morning before treking over the mountain pass to Mazama for a weekend to enjoy some ski time with friends. 

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our little daffodil covered with snow this morning 

Rosie the tree with a dusting of snow 

sweet time with Tom and Ruth today in Wenatchee on our drive over to Mazama today 

nothing like a dip in the hot tub in the middle of the day at Tom and Ruth's 

  
hairstyles with the Whites in Mazama tonight 
(getting ready for some fun in the snow tomorrow here!)