"Help me remember that we somehow got through this year without first knowing how we would do it and that you have been in every moment already, and you will be in every moment to come. So, I thank you that you are my somehow, that your sweet Holy Spirit has accompanied me, equipped me, and comforted me – even when I failed to notice it, feel it, believe it or be grateful for it." -Nadia Bolz Weber
We
have been living in an apocalypse, Jesus, a true unveiling: help us to see
clearly ever after this. Help us to name and remember what we have
lost, what we have gained, and where we saw you at work in this broken and
beloved world. Help us to be gentle with ourselves and with
each other, we’re still not done yet. Help us to see the world more clearly and
to love each other more particularly....
May we
rest in that imaginary quilt of the totality of this year, be held by your
grace, your love, your faithfulness, and your tenderness with us. May we always
find you in the small ordinary things of our lives. May we always see
the world as it is now and always, and love it all the more for the very things
that break our hearts....
And
because I am who I am and I just can’t help it, Jesus, would you give us
unexpected hope today? May we be surprised with a moment of joy, a good meal, a
deep breath, a bit of beauty. May our roots go down deep into your marvelous
Love. May we bear fruit even in times of famine. May we be small outposts of
truth and love together. May we read good books, be gentle with our wounds,
text a friend, or simply go for a walk with You.....