Sunday, May 31, 2020

May Twenty-Twenty


These quotes this month are shared in an effort to sit with the pain and suffering in the world all around us and to lament the devastation of COVID-19 and the systemic racism and broken systems that we live in and benefit from (or not).... along with words that remind us of the hope that God loves us and is with us as we look for change in and all around us. 

"Lord, help me unclutter my life, to organize myself in the direction of simplicity. Expose my biases and help me to see the world from other's perspectives.  Teach me to listen to my heart, to welcome change instead of fearing it. Lord, I give you these stirrings inside me. I give you my discontent with the way the world is. I give you my restlessness. I give you my doubts. I give you my despair. I give you all the longings I hold inside. Help me to listen to these signs of change, of growth; help me to listen seriously and follow where they lead through the breathtaking empty space of an open door." 
-adapted from Shane Claiborne, Common Prayer


"God, for centuries we have imagined that between us and you were distance and difference, silence and judgement, and ultimately, walls. But now we’re learning that wall-building is a uniquely human response to fear, to pain, to vulnerability, to a feeling of separation.  If we can forget the idea of separation, perhaps we can stop building walls on its behalf. Oh God, may we let love have free reign to build something more imaginative than walls. See, we think our separateness is a given, but you are constantly urging us toward a different perspective: that nothing can separate us from you-- nothing created, nothing imagined, nothing contrived – that you are, always and forever, for better and for worse, in every circumstance, in every situation together with us. You are God-With-Us. And that togetherness, that persistence, that in-it-for-the-long-haul relentless with-ness, is part of your personality, a characteristic of you; part of your everlasting love, that is always building new spaces and breaking down walls. Amen." 
-Fran Pratt


"Lord, open unto me.  Open unto me — light for my darkness. Open unto me — courage for my fear. Open unto me — hope for my despair. Open unto me — peace for my turmoil. Open unto me — joy for my sorrow.....




Open unto me — strength for my weakness. Open unto me — wisdom for my confusion. Open unto me — forgiveness for my sins. Open unto me — love for my hates. Open unto me — thy Self for my self. Lord, Lord, open unto me! Amen." 
 -Howard Thurman 



"Oh God, You created all people in your image. We thank you for the astonishing variety of races and cultures in this world. Enrich our lives by ever-widening circles of friendship, and show us your presence in those who differ most from us, until our knowledge of your love is made perfect in our love for all your children; through your Son, Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen."
-Lutheran Book of Worship


"Give us, O God, the vision which can see thy love in the world in spite of human failure. Give us the faith to trust the goodness in spite of our ignorance and weakness. Give us the knowledge that we may continue to pray with understanding hearts, and show us what each one of us can do to set forth the coming of the day of universal peace. Amen."
- Prayer by Apollo 8 astronaut Frank Borman, December 25, 1968 --- Day Four in the mission, 74 hours, 50 minutes, and 7 seconds


"Parenting is never about how your kids turn out. It’s always and only about how you keep turning toward your kids and their Maker." -Ann Voskamp 


"Parenting 101: No shock, no shame, no matter what they do. Only sharing the sheltering arms of the Shepherd. Parent or child, we are no different, we are all wandering sheep, easily lured, who all need the rescue of the Shepherd from the lostness of lesser loves into the embrace of the greatest Love, Love Himself. When a mother stops seeing herself as the shepherd who needs to be good enough get her child safely Home, but instead sees her and her child both in need of a Good Shepherd, this is how she always stays safe in the home of God." 
-Ann Voskamp 


"It’s okay: Motherhood is never about training your children to be good so they won’t ever fall — it’s about letting them see you fall in love every day with a good God." -Ann Voskamp 


"Did I tell you to laugh, to dance, to sing? There is a lot in life that is hard, but take it as it comes and find the good… and make time to dance......


Did I tell you to be creative to explore the seed within you? 
Find your creative spirit and let it grow.”
–Elizabeth Knapp, Did I Tell You?



"Each day is a battle to say 'yes' to what matters and say no to what doesn’t. 
Focus is a practice."
-James Clear 


"Maybe we’ve been slowed down for a reason. Maybe this is our time to rediscover what really matters. Children know how to savor life and take it all in. You’ve probably seen children step out of time, getting lost in play. It’s probably why Jesus said, “It’s the truth. Unless you become like little children, you can’t enter the kingdom of heaven.”
We get to choose to learn again, every day, to rest, to savor, and to soak in the presence of God. We are so busy with all our doing, performing and getting things done that we lose our springs of life. Notice that all of our becoming and all of our doing that lasts, flows from these headwaters of eternal life. So, Take time with eternity. Practice God’s presence.
It will do you an eternal world of good. Finally, Be kind to yourself and take care of each other." - Bob Holmes

"Do not read our times lightly for we are being called into our better natures, our higher natures, and they will not fail us, as God is faithful through us to all.
Heed the call of your heart of hearts, can you hear it? Can you taste the goodness?
Live wholeheartedly in the abundance of God to others who have not yet. Be the light in the darkness. Be the hope in the desert. Be the comfort in the storm. Be the salt of the earth. For this too will pass, but love remains. Love never fails."
-Bob Holmes 


Saturday, May 30, 2020

extension!

We pulled out our "celebrate" banner two nights ago as Dani found out that her summer job at a camp on the east coast as a nurse has been postponed a few weeks which means that we get to have her with us another month. 



so happy for this extension! 

fun treat that Dani and Anna made the other night- 
yum, yum, yum! 

Friday, May 29, 2020

Crunch

We have seen videos on TikTok of folks who are biting Martinelli’s plastic apple juice bottles showing that it sounds like biting into a real apple. Dani, Anna and Taylor wanted to check out this phenomenon for themselves, and they tracked some of these bottles down all the way at the Southcenter Target after several failed attempts at Targets closer to home. A memorable escapade! 




Thursday, May 28, 2020

a little something to make you smile

In going through some photos the other day, I came across these three pictures of Anna that I had titled "Waking up From My Nap".... These are guaranteed to bring a smile to your face to look at this little peanut. 



Recently I saw these hilarious signs posted from a sweet little Mexican restaurant in Austin, TX. These people have a sense of humor for sure. 



Wednesday, May 27, 2020

Midday Prayer

For an afternoon break, Anna, Dani and I went to St. Mark's 
to walk the labyrinth in the front lawn of their church.  

Just like old times, Anna scanned the clover patch and found a four leaf clover... 




A friend at SPU reminded me of 4 steps to think about when walking a labyrinth: 
1) Remember- who you are in God's eyes
2) Release- let go of what binds you 
3) Receive- get quiet enough to sense God's presence
4) Return- come back to your world with this experience as your guide









"Labyrinth walking is an ancient practice used by many different faiths for spiritual centering, contemplation, and prayer. Entering the serpentine path of a labyrinth, you walk slowly while quieting your mind and focusing on a spiritual question or prayer.

What Is a Labyrinth?

A labyrinth is not a maze. It has only one path to the center and back out, which is called unicursal (one line). It has no blind alleys or dead ends as mazes have. The path twists and turns back on itself many times before reaching the center. Once at the center, there is only one way back out.
In this way, the labyrinth symbolizes a journey to a predetermined destination (such as a pilgrimage to a holy site), or the journey through life from birth to spiritual awakening to death.

History of Labyrinth Walking

Labyrinth images are found in many cultures. The term is of ancient Greek origin and the labyrinth in the palace of Knossos in Crete figures in Greek mythology. It is found in Hindu and Hopi images, among many others.
In Christian usage, a labyrinth was constructed in stone in the floor of Chartres Cathedral near Paris, around the year 1200 A.D. The faithful could make a pilgrimage journey to the cathedral and complete it by walking the labyrinth as the final symbol of a journey to the Holy Land. It was also used as an act of repentance for sins. The penitent might walk it on their knees. Labyrinths are found in many Gothic cathedrals throughout Europe.

How to Walk a Labyrinth

Today, there is no set ritual for walking a labyrinth, but there are books and lectures to assist you in performing a labyrinth walk. The basic advice is to enter the labyrinth slowly, calming and clearing your mind. This may be done by repeating a prayer or chant.
Open your senses and focus on the process of taking slow and deliberate steps. Bring to mind a prayer or spiritual question to contemplate during the walk to the center.
Reaching the center, pause to reflect, pray, and listen for an answer or for deeper revelation. Now begin the return journey. Pray or reflect further. Upon exiting, absorb the experience with continued reflection, prayer, or journaling.

Experiences to Expect When Walking a Labyrinth

Walking a labyrinth in this way can be surprisingly calming and clarifying for your thoughts. Even if you don't have a spiritual side, the slow, intentional walking in a quiet place on a set path allows for a level of focus that can be difficult to find in a busy life.
The path of the traditional Chartres design weaves back and forth, but also takes the walker seemingly close to the destination at the center, then sends you off on many more zig-zags away before you once again appear to be nearing the center. This can bring to mind expectations about goals and how unexpected tangents can appear in life. If there are others walking the labyrinth, you'll at times approach them on your path and then be sent farther away. This can bring to mind how people enter and leave your life." 

Tuesday, May 26, 2020

AP Exams- CHECKED OFF!

so wild that Anna took her AP exams at home over the last 2 weeks.... 

AP Calculus 5/11

AP US History 5/15 

AP Spanish 5/22 

and on to bigger and better things--- 
celebrating Sarah's birthday today! 

sidewalk chalk last night (when Anna and I got caught by the birthday girl) 

Surprise car parade for Sarah in the Roosevelt parking lot for Sarah today on her birthday 

birthday cheer! 
(way more fun than AP exams....) 

Monday, May 25, 2020

Blinding Lights

While I don't have TikTok, it would have been hard to miss this dance that has been learned by so many during quarantine. It was on our list to learn, and we finally did it yesterday. 
Anna is very patient and is a great teacher! 



Sunday, May 24, 2020

Hard to believe it's been 15 years...

Dan's sweet mom, Vala, sent me the birth announcement in the mail that I had sent to her 15 years ago that she had saved over all these years along with a birthday card for Taylor for his 15th bday yesterday..... Hard to believe that it has been 15 years!




more birthday cheer below: 
my co-worker Sophia and her husband Thomas went on a walk yesterday and saw this in Fremont: 

birthday cinnamon rolls dropped off for Taylor (since are the closest thing Elizabeth could make that looked like a soccer ball!)