Monday, March 31, 2014

march twenty-fourteen

march....
the month known to come in like a lion and out like a lamb...
This is one of my favorite pictures from this month showing a rainy afternoon when Anna really wanted to climb a tree and read up in her perch there.  If there's a will, there's a way! 

"Until God opens the next door, praise him in the hallway...."
(such good words for us to remember in this season we have found ourselves in...


"I don’t want to get to the end of my life and find that I lived just the length of it. I want to have lived the width of it as well." – Diane Ackerman

spring traditions... 


Anna's first 5K- the Hot Chocolate Run in Seattle where we greeted everyone with a kiss-
 March 2, 2014 


One friend commented about my unicycling with the kids lately 
(and with the fact that I still need their helping hands to hold me up!): 
"May we and our children hold each other up with laughter forever." 


Recently, I heard someone relay a story about hearing Anne Lamott speaking on a book tour here in Seattle. At the talk, she referenced Ram Dass when he said he thought that "when it was all said and done, we're all just walking each other home."
 So thankful for friends who continue to walk me home....


"How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives." 

 --Annie Dillard


favorite (and most joyful!) birthday email from Loretta Ross on my 41st birthday: “Oh Emily. What a great day it was when you were born. I bet all the angels ran over to the edge of heaven, sat down, giggling and dangling their legs, and said, "We want to watch this little one all the way home." Happy Birthday!” 


"We have to be braver than we think we can be, because God is constantly calling us to be more than we are."  ~Madeleine L'Engle~

"I want to cultivate a deep sense of gratitude, of groundedness, of enough, even while I'm longing for something more.  The longing and the gratitude, both. I'm practicing believing that God knows more than I know, that he sees what I can't, that's He's weaving a future I can't even imagine from where I sit this morning." -Shauna Niequist Bread and Wine


In Ann Voskamp's Lenten devotional that we are using off and on again this year, there is a reflection focusing on the story when Jesus turns water into wine.  She ends with this challenge: "Today, think of one way that our Lord has turned your water into wine? What has He made surprisingly sweet, rich, in your life? Draw it out of the barrel today, and use it: revel in a relationship, ponder Grace, notice your health, give thanks for the sun, stars, trees of the field, wind on your face.  Drink of everyday miracles. He has revealed His glory. Do you believe?..."


Anna in 2005 with cherry blossoms in DC and 
Anna in 2014 with the cherry blossoms here in Seattle- 
oh how the years go by! 


a tribute to our beloved Aunt Mae...  "A picture is a biography of a moment." - Art Shay 
"One of the many things I love about Celtic spirituality is its earthiness. The spiritual life can become too much about seeking the spiritualization of all things, of seeking to be lifted from the ordinariness of daily life. What the Celtic monks teach us is that our earthiness is so very good. They wrote blessings for all the tasks of daily life, so that waking, and milking cows, and leaving on journeys, are all celebrated as gifts of our humanity.

This season of Lent might tempt us to seek lofty goals and rise above the very ordinary life we find ourselves in. But then we are called to remember once again the ashes marked on our foreheads, the dust and earth from which we emerge and to which we shall return, and we might discover that the grace of this season isn't so much a sublime encounter with angelic beings, or being lifted from our lives into a state of endless rapture, 
as it is seeing our lives with new eyes.

The return to God called forth from us for this season doesn't demand a long journey to the heavens. It is perhaps even more demanding than that. It invites us to plunge ourselves right into the heart of our lives here and now and to bless this as holy: the dog having an accident on the rug, the child up sick in the night, the terrible ache and exhaustion we feel from so many hours working, another dawn and dusk, bouquets of spring tulips, a warm embrace just when we needed one, this fragile earth upon which we stand.

This is the call of the monk in the world, a phrase which arises from the belief that the holiness of the monk's path comes precisely from this wonder and awe we might open ourselves to right in this moment, whatever this moment might bring. 

It is, as David Whyte writes in his poem, not the expected ascent to heaven, 
but the falling "in love with solid ground." It is the man throwing away his shoes as if to enter heaven and finding himself astonished, opened at last, fallen in love with solid ground."   -Christine Valters Paintner    http://abbeyofthearts.com/abbey-blog/

Sunday, March 30, 2014

come to the table..

One of my favorite things about our small group is the sacrament of communion we share together. Since UPC only celebrates communion about once a month, I really miss this time. 
 Our seasons at St. B's and St. John's in TN gave me a hearty appetite for the gift of celebrating this sacrament each week as it became the place where I could bring my brokenness and find restoration and healing through the mystery of the gifts of the bread and the wine.

Usually we have our small group time on Sundays with the adults upstairs using liturgy, 
practicing lectio divina, and then celebrating communion.  The kids are downstairs playing during this time, and then when we wrap up our worship time, we bring the children up for dinner.  

This afternoon, we brought the children in a bit earlier and 
we invited them into our time of celebrating communion-- 
what power this has to knit a community together... 


"Thus may we abide in union;
With each other and the Lord,
And possess in sweet communion
Joys which earth cannot afford."
John Newton (1725 - 1807)

  

The body of Christ broken for you... 
The blood of Christ shed for you... 


Come to the table He's prepared for you
The bread of forgiveness, the wine of release
Come to the table and sit down beside Him
The Savior wants you to join in the feast



Come to the table and see in His eyes
The love that the Father has spoken
And know you are welcome, whatever your crime
For every commandment you've broken


For He's come to love you and not to condemn
And He offers a pardon of peace
If you'll come to the table, you'll feel in your heart
The greatest forgiveness, the greatest release
-Michael Card 



We should come to the Lord’s table with the confident expectation of meeting Christ there, of receiving there a blessing.  -Rev. Chas. A. Savage




Saturday, March 29, 2014

Pep Talk

Some days, we all just need a pep talk.  Get ready to hear one of the best ones I've heard in a while...(compliments of an amazing 9 year old boy...) 


I know some folks have heard of the Youtube sensation "Kid President" for quite some time, but I was just introduced to his speeches last week & I'm hooked.  Kid President's real name is Robby Novak and he's a 9 year old boy who makes speeches every once in a while to spread the word about how people can make the world more awesome. 

He also happens to have a rare brittle bone disease.  He's already had over 70 bone breaks in his short 9 years of life, but that has not kept him from having one of the best attitudes of any kid in the world.  

Sometimes, his messages are directed at specific groups.
In January of this year,  Kid President released a speech with a target audience of tiny humans: it’s a message to babies on the day of their birth, Kid President’s Letter to a Person on Their First Day Here.
”Today, over 360,000 babies will be born. And you are one of them. Welcome, this is the world!”  
  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5-EwrhsMzY

In the video, he explains that life, in general, is awesome. Acknowledging that there are some bumps in the road of life, he advises that little people not to take the mean people too seriously. Most importantly, he wants the babies to know that “we’re glad you’re here.”  

Here are a few of our favorite lines: 
kidpresident
“Just treat everybody like it’s their birthday. Even if they don’t deserve it sometimes. Because we all mess up sometimes. The biggest mess up? Not forgiving each other’s mess ups.”
“Maybe you’ll be a teacher. Maybe you’ll be the president. Maybe you’ll cure every disease ever… this is so much. It’s a lot. Try to take a breath.”
“Some days gross things will happen. Some days awesome things will happen. Some days you’ll get ice cream. Some days you won’t.”


“I don’t think I told you this yet. We’re really glad you’re here. We don’t say that enough to each other here. Because, well, life gets busy. You’re gonna be important. And you’re gonna do a lot, and you’re gonna smell great. But don’t get too busy. Remember to let everybody know you’re glad they’re here. You don’t have to remember all this right now. You’re gonna need a pep talk sometimes, and that’s OK. For now, remember this: You’re awake. You’re awesome. Live like it.”
"You should give people high fives just for getting out of bed. Oh, high fives! I forgot to explain that. How do I explain this? Um…It’s kind of high fives are like hitting someone who is your friend. Uh, that’s really bad."  

“You, you’re awesome. You’re made that way. You’re made from love to be love to spread love. Love is always louder, no matter what. Even if hate has a bullhorn.”
 




The transcript of the whole speech in case you need a little more awesome in your day: 
"There’s a lot that the kids need to know. A letter to a person on their first day here. Today over 360,000 babies will be born and you are one of them. Welcome! This is the world. It’s a pretty cool place. There’s lots to see, smell. There’s corn dogs. Uh, I’m getting ahead of myself. There’s just so much to do, singing, dancing, oh and laughing. Laughing is the best. Especially great when you laugh and milk comes out of your nose, but only if you just had milk. Otherwise it’s just gross.
Some days gross things will happen. Some days awesome things will happen. Some days you’ll get ice cream. Some days you won’t. Some days your kite will fly high. Some days it gets stuck in a tree. That’s just how it is here.
There’s plenty of reasons to dance. You just got to look for them. Don’t worry though. You won’t be doing this alone. You’re going to meet lots of people here. Some of them will be really nice and some won’t be. It’s not that they can’t be. It’s just – maybe they’re just having a bad day.
Being a person is hard sometimes. You should give people high fives just for getting out of bed. Oh, high fives! I forgot to explain that. How do I explain this? Um…It’s kind of high fives are like hitting someone who is your friend. Uh, that’s really bad.
Just treat everybody like it’s their birthday even if they don’t deserve it, because we all mess up sometimes. The biggest mess up? Not forgiving each other’s mess ups.
Maybe you’ll be a teacher. Maybe you’ll be President. Maybe you’ll cure every disease ever. You might even see the Grand Canyon, swim in the ocean. Oh this is so, so much. It’s a lot. Try this, take a breath. Isn’t that amazing? It’s called breathing! You’re going to do it a lot. But nobody knows exactly how much. So enjoy it.
Pay attention. Take brain pictures, because amazing things will happen every day. You’re going to do so much. But it’s not about what you do. It’s about who you are.
You? You’re awesome. You were made that way. You were made from love, to be love, to spread love. Love is always louder, no matter what. Even if hate has a bullhorn, love is louder. So let your life be loud. Let’s shout to the world. Things can be better! It’s okay about all the mess ups! Corn dogs rule! Sorry, I just keep bringing that up.
I don’t think I told you this yet. We’re really glad you’re here. We don’t say that enough to each other here because, well, life gets busy.
You’re going to be important and you’re going to do a lot and you’re going to smell great. But don’t get too busy.
Remember to let everybody know you’re glad they’re here. You don’t have to remember all of this right now. You’re going to need a pep talk sometimes. And that’s okay.
For now, remember this: You’re awake. You’re awesome. Live like it.
......

Hey! I’m not only Kid President, I’m also an uncle. We made this for a special little guy named Miles. And I’m trying really hard to teach him to be a person, an awesome person! Pass this video along. What do you think the kids need to know? Help me out! I’m making a list! Do you make YouTube videos? Make a video! Draw a picture, write about it, tell me and the world.

Everybody has someone younger than them and they should be teaching them awesome stuff. Grownups, it might be a little scary, but it’s true. Kids are learning to be people by watching you, for real. Now if you’ll excuse me, I got some dancing to do.
Pass this video along. Give more people reason to dance. You awake. You’re awesome. Live like it." 


Friday, March 28, 2014

technical difficulties...

Today has not been my favorite day. By all means, nothing really bad happened, but just lots of technical difficulties, shall we say... the search for a lost sweatshirt before school, a meltdown over the sweatshirt, arriving late to school because of the lost sweatshirt,  a trip over to SPU during which a professor wrote down the wrong time to meet Jason and so he was greeted by a dark office, a visit to Home Depot to try to pick out tile for our basement bathroom (not my favorite thing to do), traffic on 1-5 trying to get back to our house, a friend running late causing a bit of a scramble for me for the afternoon, trying to download a movie for our date night (but spending about an hour trying to figure out the computer), losing my wallet for a while, a leaky faucet.... (you get the picture). 

On days like this that rival Alexander's Terrible Horrible No Good Very Bad Day, I recognize that I need the examen so very much.  I need to take a few minutes to exhale to ask two questions:  For what moment today am I most grateful? For what moment today am I least grateful?  I desperately need a brief pause to exhale, to pay attention to what gave joy today and what frustrated me to pieces, and then to offer it to God. 

The fact that the tears and the frustrations and the desire to slam the door on the day can be an offering is all the technical support I need... 


the moment today for which I was most grateful- 
just a spoonful of sugar with Micah today for our monthly baking date 





Thursday, March 27, 2014

green hope


picture taken of a tree we spotted in the Arboretum with Jim on Sunday 

Wednesday, March 26, 2014

cherry blossom girl

In looking through hundreds of pictures to find some favorites of dear Aunt Mae, I ran across these of Anna in the cherry blossoms. Oh, how the years go by.... 

2005 








2014 





I listened to this song on a run today... 
it seemed like a great soundtrack to put with these pictures too...


Praise the Lord, O my soul

Oh and all my inmost being
Praise the Lord, O my soul
Don’t forget His love



Who forgives all of your sins
And who heals all your diseases
Who redeems your life from the pit
And who crowns you with His love



Who satisfies your desires
Oh with good and lovely things
Who renews your heart
Like a flight on eagles’ wings



Praise the Lord, O my soul
Oh and all my inmost being
Praise the Lord, O my soul
Don’t forget His love


a tribute to Aunt Mae....

Giving thanks for this incredible woman in our family.... 

Mabel Clark
September 18, 1921- March 25, 2014

"A picture is a biography of a moment." -Art Shay



It has been such a gift to go back through the last decade of pictures of times with Aunt Mae as I have needed to have some time to cry and remember some of the special memories we've had together. We have been loved so well by her over the years, and she will be greatly missed.  










































































































































Mabel with Albert Schweitzer 1961