a brief walk down memory lane on the eve of my 40th birthday....
When I turned 30, my mom gave me one of my favorite presents ever. She made a scrapbook for me of some of her favorite pictures through the years. (I have taken quick shots of them and have pasted them below.) Then she left two spots below for me to put pictures of our children. We knew about Anna then when I was 30 as she was just 4 months old at the time. Taylor was the icing on the cake a few years later. Through the years, I have collected pictures of Anna and Taylor at around the same ages and stages and placed them in the scrapbook. Some of them are uncanny in the similarities between me and Anna in particular with our baby pictures.
page #1 in scrapbook
Emily - summer 1973
Anna- 2003
Taylor - 2005
You are every age you’ve ever been. –Madeleine L’Engle
Lauren Winners shares the wisdom of her friend’s mother:
“Every ten years you have to remake everything.”
Reshape yourself. Reorient yourself. Remake everything.
-Still pg 31
The grace of God means something like:
Here is your life.
You might never have been, but you are
because the party wouldn't have been complete without you. - Frederick Buechner
As Brennan Manning has
written,
" Define yourself
radically as one beloved by God. This is your true self. Every
other identity is an illusion."
The art of really celebrating life isn’t about
getting it right – but about receiving Grace.
–Ann Voskamp
Go slow. Be God-struck. Grant grace. Live Truth.
Give Thanks. Become the gift.
–Ann
Voskamp
“Your problem is how you are going to spend this one
and precious life you have been issued. Whether you're going to spend it trying
to look good and creating the illusion that you have power over circumstances,
or whether you are going to taste it, enjoy it and find out the truth about who
you are.”
Anne Lamott (I think this one is from Traveling
Mercies)
“Celebrate God all day, every day.
I mean, revel in Him!"
Phil 4:7 The Message
I
will ask my Father for help when I fail.
I will swim in grace.
I will take joy
in His help.
http://www.naptimediaries.com/2013/02/give-her-grace.html
There
are few things more subversive in this world than someone who sees grace in
every corner, who chuckles easy and loves easy and has both whimsy and mirth
mixed in with even their honest assessments of the way things truly are. These
glad-hearted people have discovered that thankfulness is not merely a
discipline but the only sane way to live in a world offering so much gritty
beauty, so much possibility for love, so many joys.
These
unlikely provocateurs have not caved to rose-tinted glasses or withdrawn from
bitter reality. They simply know that sorrow does not finally own the day. They
do not ignore the pain. Quite the opposite, their heart has grown so large that
the life they know possesses the courage to see all that is wrong and yet has
strength enough to gather the afflictions into itself, allowing love to tend to
the wounds. They know that joy, not misery, holds the ace. And they are so
very, very thankful.
“Grace
and gratitude belong together like heaven and earth,” say Barth.
“Grace evokes
gratitude like the voice of an echo. Gratitude follows grace as thunder follows
lightning.”
– Winn Collier http://winncollier.com/like-thunder-follows-lightning/
“Look at the lines beside
these eyes of mine. Like parenthesis. They cup all that I have seen – a
testament to the fact that your mercies are actually new every morning.”
–Lisa Jo Baker
But
here’s the thing: the more we try to compensate for our weak places, the more
we try to edit the “us” others encounter, the more we attempt to hide the fact
that we really aren’t nearly as smart or agile or profound or intriguing as we
suspect others judge us to be (or as we desire for others to judge us to
be), the less we become our true selves, the less beauty we’re able to give
away. Worse, as we maneuver and manipulate in all these places, we will find
ourselves exhausted by our self-absorption….The world does not need perfection.
It doesn’t need the best ‘you’ that you can dream up. The world needs you.
The actual you. Foibles and giggles and goofiness and all.
http://winncollier.com/an-inadequate-grace/
I'm something like halfway. Today, the calendar flips to 40.
There's that moment in every good novel when you're mid-through, the pages to
the left as thick as the pages to the right. And you pause. You sigh deep for
the story that won't let you loose, resting to breathe in the words and
characters and memories before you eagerly dive into the long second stretch.
This is that moment in the story of my life.
- Winn Collier http://blog.winncollier.com/2011/11/halfway.html
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